4:45 AM

4:45 am
i can't sleep
i'm not surprised
i'm glossy-eyed
with parched mouth
garlic-perfumed breath
pounding head
a slow pulse
back to bed
i rest my head
in just a moment
it creeps inside
i can't help it
a fantasy
i sink into it

new scene
mysterious setting
darkly lit room
am i alone?
most definitely not
there's a body on the bed
strong arms
adonis' legs
a silhouette
i can barely see
it's so hot here
hey i know that face
hi gorgeous
beat
no words are uttered
but a look
at me
what do you want?
beat
oh
beat
no way
not right now
he moves in
i resist
i'm forcefully cornered
not now i said
his body presses against mine
he's got me against the wall
it's so hard
you want me don't you?
beat
he smiles
nods up and down
a look in the eyes
something's gonna happen
a hunt
i can't escape
he attacks
i run
he leaps
we land
i'm down
beads of sweat
fighting off

it shifts
i'm letting go
gentle now
smoothly caressing
thoughtful and heartfelt
smoothly touching
nothing missed
frisky fingers
subtle body shivers
lips tracing the neck
pillowy kisses
forcefully soft
rubbing
there he goes
in for the kill
a grin
what satisfaction
i bite my lip
a groan
a moan
inside
and out
my back curls
biting the pillow
it's perfection
i can feel it
the saliva
arms holding me down
i know that look well
something is about to happen
sound unleashes
face contorted
eyes squeezing
it's faster
it's louder
it bursts
we collapse in ecstasy
end fantasy

was i asleep?
nope
i'm delirious
did anything happen?
i peak under the sheets
nope
not now
i'm not in the mood
he enjoyed it though