God I'm afraid.
Too afraid to scream,
too afraid to cry.
I want the tears
to ease the fears.
How do I live from here?
I wanna ask why.
You've come across a diary of sorts. They are my thoughts and feelings given space. I come here to give of myself in full expression, and remain in a living prayer that I may always remember my relationship and Oneness to all of Life.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Sheltered or Shattered
i'm quietly sheltered
in my old familiar shell
that inviting cocoon of separation
so clammy, so crabby out of desperation
it has been keeping me quiet
reserving and repairing
not injured or victimized
but betraying the deepest places
what happens if i open up this heart?
cracked shell, exposed underbelly
will it shatter?
will it fail?
there's a strange rhythm inside
shaking in the unknown
in my old familiar shell
that inviting cocoon of separation
so clammy, so crabby out of desperation
it has been keeping me quiet
reserving and repairing
not injured or victimized
but betraying the deepest places
what happens if i open up this heart?
cracked shell, exposed underbelly
will it shatter?
will it fail?
there's a strange rhythm inside
shaking in the unknown
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Without Imposition
i'm not always clear
on what this is all about
is this a test?
a discipline?
a mastery?
evolution?
i won't pretend
or defend
my position
i'll just know
what i know
without imposition
on what this is all about
is this a test?
a discipline?
a mastery?
evolution?
i won't pretend
or defend
my position
i'll just know
what i know
without imposition